About Amy Hello, I'm Amy, an aspiring motorsports writer and former blogger. If you dig deeper enough, you find some very old blog posts, as this started as a book blog, but that's really where I got my start in writing: book reviews, hot book topics and as well as the odd personal essay. After leaving university, I left the book blog behind, but continued writing and going in the world of social media, writing film reviews and promoting queer cinema, but after a tragic event in my personal life, I quickly discovered Motorsports. What started as a love for Formula 1, while finally watching the Formula 1 film, Rush, and discovering Formula 1 TikTok, this love soon expanded to everything Formula E, IndyCar, Formula 2, Formula 3, as well as F1 Academy. I soon found the itch to write come back, with the fast-moving news of motorsport, to the drama, the competition, and the journey of drivers trying to find a race seat. I found that it was the people and storie...
*This was written in October and is a series of three blog posts that I am publishing together. The thoughts in these blog posts may not affect how I am feeling now and it is safe to say that I do feel mentally better than I once did.*
So why now?
Well, somethings changed. I have that spark again. My fire has been relit. This feels good again.
Writing feels good again.
I think another reason was that I finally have the motivation to do it again. Not for anyone else but me. Because that is who I should write for.
Me.
Who you might be asking why I have been gone? Why have I not written anything in months?
Well, that's a hard question and all I can say is that it is complicated. I wasn't OK and I for the most part I am and when you feel like that writing something even a simple text can seem like climbing a mountain.
This doesn't feel like a mountain. Maybe a small hill but I kinda like it. I like writing and I like having written this.
I think one of the other reasons was I had loads of ideas but decided that I wouldn't write them down. They remained just distant memories in my brain. Parts that remained like capsules ready to be opened one day or forgotten to be opened although.
But it feels different now. I want to find them again. Write them down and never stop. Ready to rise for the pyre.
Like a Phoenix from the flames with there fire burning. Burning bright.
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And you got this :) Good luck!
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