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What counts as writing?

I am a writer. For the longest time, I felt like this had to come with a caveat. I was an aspiring writer. Like I wasn't doing the act of writing already. It felt to me that what I was doing wasn't real. But it was. But it also depends on what you call writing. Is me writing this blog post writing? Those times when I go for a walk to the bus stop, thinking exactly what my main character is doing, is that writing? Me dreaming about a faraway world before sleep takes me, is that writing? Is the only thing that we can consider writing, the act of sitting there. The device in hand. The cursor blinking at you. Writer's block slowly creeping up on you. Within the reach and then you get blank page syndrome. No writing happens at all. So I think it's complicated. For me, without concrete ideas in place, writing can't happen. You do just stare at a blank page, waiting for inspiration to hit you in the face. So while I haven't written anything at all on my writing project
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Book Review: Incredible Doom by Matthew Bogart & Jesse Holden

  * I am reviewing this book which I was gifted for free from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts are my own. *   Title: Incredible Doom Author: Matthew Bogart & Jesse Holden Publisher: HarperAlley Source: From Publisher ( Bookshop UK |  Hive |  Goodreads  |  Storygraph ) Book Summary: It’s the dawn of a new age…the age of the internet. Allison  is drowning under the weight of her manipulative stage magician father. When he brings home the family’s first computer, she escapes into a thrilling new world where she meets Samir, a like-minded new online friend who has just agreed to run away from home with her. After moving to a new town and leaving all of his friends behind,  Richard  receives a mysterious note in his locker with instructions on how to connect to “Evol BBS,” a dial-in bulletin board system, and meets a fierce punk named  Tina  who comes into his life and shakes his entire world view loose. Unlikely alliances, first love, and minor crime sprees

Take A Chance

The world of job hunting is hard. Especially for someone with anxiety. You always have the voice in your head that tells you, you are not good enough. Through job hunting, this is almost amplified. Even ghosted application. Every bad interview. Every rejection. It almost tells you that you are not good enough. That you are not worthy. You can tell yourself that this isn't true. Someone wanted you to be employed before. You are good enough. But then you think of the consequences of those jobs. You may have been the only one who applied. They were looking for a lot of people. You just so happened to fit the bill. You will never get anywhere. Can't fit in anywhere. Destined to waste your life in the same job. Never following your dreams. Always stagnant. In these moments, you just want someone to take a chance on you. To tell you that you are worthy. That you are enough. That you are good enough. That those words that you spent hours mulling over on your cover letter mattered. Tha

Book Review: The Novice by Taran Matharu

  * I am reviewing this book which I was gifted for free from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts are my own. * Title: The Novice Author: Taran Matharu Publisher: Hodder Children's Books Source: NetGalley ( Bookshop UK |  Hive |  Goodreads  |  Storygraph ) Book Summary: When blacksmith apprentice Fletcher discovers that he has the ability to summon demons from another world, he travels to Adept Military Academy. There the gifted are trained in the art of summoning. Fletcher is put through grueling training as a battlemage to fight in the Hominum Empire’s war against orcs. He must tread carefully while training alongside children of powerful nobles. The power hungry, those seeking alliances, and the fear of betrayal surround him. Fletcher finds himself caught in the middle of powerful forces, with only his demon Ignatius for help. As the pieces on the board manoeuvre for supremacy, Fletcher must decide where his loyalties lie. The fate of an empire is in h

Book Review: Jack Of Hearts (and Other Parts) by L.C. Rosen

  * I am reviewing this book which I was gifted for free from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts are my own. * Title: Jack Of Hearts (and Other Parts) Author: L.C. Rosen  Publisher: Penguin Source: NetGalley  ( Bookshop UK |  Hive |  Goodreads |  Storygraph ) Book Summary: Jack Rothman is seventeen and loves partying, makeup and boys - sometimes all at the same time. His sex life makes him the hot topic for the high school gossip machine, but who cares? Like Jack always says, 'it could be worse.' And then it is. After Jack starts writing an online sex advice column, the mysterious love letters he's been receiving take a turn for the creepy. Jack's secret admirer loves him, but not his unashamedly queer lifestyle. And if Jack won't curb his sexuality voluntarily, they'll force him. As the pressure mounts, Jack must unmask his stalker before their obsession becomes genuinely dangerous... Book Review: I had heard so much about Jack of Hear

Six Asian Book Recommendations

With the violence against Asian American becoming more apparent and hate crimes up here in the UK, it right to discuss books that are by Asian authors. As the month closes, it is also good to note that it is AAPI Heritage Month as well. While researching for this post, I realised how little I had read by Asian authors in general and I need to continue reading books by Asian authors from a variety of different places. If you would like to know more about issues regarding Anti-Asian violence please do so here . So let's get to the list... When I Grow Up I Want To Be A List Of Impossibles by Chen Chen  I discovered Chen Chen by watching uncarley's YouTube channel and after reading his poem, Summer, I knew I had to read his collection. It was really raw and impactful and there were so many poems that I thought were well written and I connected too. Many of them discuss the intersections of being Chinese and gay and how he navigates life which I enjoyed. Night Sky With Exit Wounds

Finding Balance

As I have been doing a lot to get a new job recently, from writing applications to doing research on companies. I have seen endless CVs and Cover Letter recently to attending interviews and actually still going to my job, my life has been a little out of wack. From the blog post title, I've lost my mojo. I am kind of out of balance. It feels like all of the things that I love are going under the radar. It is not part of my daily life anymore, which is making me disappointed In my life. Even as I am writing this I am on my week off, and the same is still happening. It's a little better but I know there is still so much I want to do/ I have tried so hard to keep everything together but something always goes wrong. As I try to keep myself well, reading all the books I can, blogging, I can feel all the plates spinning.  And it feels like at any moment everything is going to fall.  I think that it already has and I am trying to pick up the pieces.  It's the analogy of you can ha